Wake up at about 1130am today…. was so tired and almost had flu today if it not for my quick action to sleep early and taking B complex last night.

For one whole week now I felt my head spinning like cannon ballz probably because I use my brain more than I use to or maybe my body is too weak for the stress.

I met a woman at the airport yesterday whom was in her 46 and still going strong and currently working for the Malaysia Airport Berhad. Not just strong, she had few kids and her alder was in her 27 and was a teacher and one more year to get married. She told me that she going to drive down to Kampung in Serian to meet her father for dinner. From Kuching to Serian will take 32miles drive and by the time she left office at 6 she will reach the village by 7 or 8 pm depend on road condition. She’s looking very happy and she looking forward for a great day, every day! It’s shown from her smile and her happy wrinkle around her face and eyes just make her younger. She is polite and she is not rushing and could sit there and talk about her children and her commitment-less on taking care of growing kids. How lucky I thought to myself.

I guess I would have to face the nightmare being a daddy and would have gone through so many night of sleepless and fight in the future in order to raise kids of my own. I guess future will only repeat what are others have gone though and I just have to walk the road peoples have gone through before without needing to create a new one.

Feeling very mischievous and wonder-what today, I have found something interesting about bust lifting business while surfing the internet. Cosmetic surgery is a multimillion business. In the name of beauty people just die for anything… whatever it takes to feel good about ourselves!

Breast enlargement has come from a long list of history; it started since 1890 with introduction of the very first Paraffin injection. I saw one Chinese shows sometime ago showing Chinese woman who is suffering from Silicone shots and one of the nurse gave comment to the reporter after she was ask about the patient. With a fierce looking face she said “how are you going to clean up tofus that drop in the sand?” “it’s near impossible to fix!”

So you can imagine what the condition was like. Most gal taking the daring step by having implant was to build themselves the self esteem but it come with the high price to pay after they decided to take it off. I guess it’s just a 1 minutes of fame and it will come back to become worse after all!

Check out the history of bust lifting from msnbc.com